A new Monday

It’s a new day in my life after having quit the nasty drug Crystal Meth again.  The last binge of Tina was a drastic one,  lasting almost one full week,  high every day.  It was time.  I find a very small amount of pride in myself for recognizing it and quitting...

5:00pm the next day.  FAILED

Today was a confusing day.  It’s Thursday,  and it was to be my first day without Tina.  It was,  until it wasn’t. Crystal Meth is one of the drugs most people consider “one of the bad ones”  The drugs even drug users tell you to say away from....
Am I doing the same thing over and over again expecting different outcome?

Age 52: Status Update

At age 50, I ran out of places to live. All my friends and room mates had full lives and I found myself out alone for the first time in my life. I could no longer find a basement to live in, or a spare room. I was, for the first time in my life – alone. I found...

Accept Disappointment Naturally

I think it’s quite likely that the reason I am who I am because I accept disappointment naturally. When someone else fails me , it doesn’t disappoint me the way the others do. I accept the failure and move on without emotional drama. I think this is what...